what's up?

I have just finished watching this week's episode of LOST and so my mind is a little blurry right now. What's up with Desmond? Who is he really? How come Hurley doesn't know about the Polar Bear? What's up with Locke? How did he become part of that commune? Ah... I love to escape from my daily life. Tonight was difficult, however, because Rose seems to have lost her ability to fall asleep by herself. She's really into nursing these days, and I think I may have nursed her to sleep one too many times and now that's what she wants. RRRRRR. I wouldn't have done it (nursed her to sleep) but for weeks now I have been worried that she would wake up Eleanor in the evening, so I just stuffed a boob in her face to keep her quiet. The problem is that she probably would have just fallen asleep on her own if I had been able to tolerate the little crying noises. Too bad we have to have a veil of silence at night to keep Eleanor sleeping. We are such captives to her sleep (or NON-sleep) cycles, now I'm afraid I'm creating another NON-sleeper! AAAAAArrr.

Guess what? Rose is crying again - what do I do???? Let her cry? Go pick her up? The problem is that she WILL wake up Eleanor. I know it. So, I have to go.